Wednesday, June 29th 2011
I lack motivation. Actually, I’m wondering if I ever really had it. I consider myself a perfectionist…. maybe my lack of motivation has something to do with me always trying and wishing and DYING to be perfect in every possible way, that I’m exhausting myself, and thus, depriving myself of the chance to grow. Essentially shooting myself in the foot. And every other body part. This blog is my chance for salvation… my last desperate, but much more structured attempt, to simply be happy with who I am. I want to reach a level of satisfaction with the part of me that I struggle with the most: my health and fitness level.
So, here is my challenge: to do something that challenges me everday, as well as practice some very obvious act of self control. Because it’s summer, and because I am experiencing a lack of motivation, I’m having a hard time getting myself off the couch and away from my TiVo. I am also experiencing a “munch craze” as I fondly (or not so fondly) refer to my recent addiction to chips and salsa and more than one bowl of cereal.
